Dear Diary,
Today I woke up around 10:30 in the morning. Morning?? Anyways…
After I ate my lunch and breakfast…which was seafood bowl, a slice of bread and serial. What else? 4 sugar cookies and 2 tiny oranges 🍊 🍊
Spent hours watching Fuller House. Oh I have no idea how many episodes I watched today. I felt not good. After turned off the TV, I was literally sniffing fluffy blanket. I don’t know why.
I washed my dishes yay. It was way easier than I expected. Oh I gave myself a good training session today.
I think my period is over already.
I am feeling better than when I was in my living room.
Sun shine magic ☀️☀️☀️
14:43
The walk was kinda tough… I marked 8.8k steps today. Yay
It was already 5 when I came home.
I didn’t let myself drawn into bad thoughts and general darkness even though it was already dark and cold outside.
I think it was a nice time to see the beautiful colored leaves 🍁
17:35
My energy level is low now. I don’t know why and how can I get rid of this. I eat well :(
It’s like… not actually zero… but I need some booster to make myself move… and also it sometimes doesn’t work at all. And sometimes I even don’t have enough energy to check if I need the booster or not. Literally zero ⚡️Also even when I am able to do the checking part, I am still not sure if I can find the emergency secret energy tank for cheering me up. But the worst thing is when I have the booster but not enough for successfully making myself move. Boom Negative thoughts about myself are generated like CO.
But It seems to be okay today. Huhu