Dear Diary,
"Mujhe pata nahi tha, aisa bhi kuch hota hai, kisi se bina mile bhi kya khub ishq hota hai."
Hii, bahut din ho gaye hain, I wanted to write many things, mushkil se mann bana hai likhne ka, I will write today in Hindi or I guess Hinglish.
So starting from 17th, because last entry 16th ki thi and sach kahu toh now I don't remember ki kya kya hua tha, literally thodhe bahut highlights yaad hain.
Acha haan, I was reading Life's amazing secrets that day and I was loving the book and then I went to Salon with mum, maine kuch nai kraya, fir we went to the shop and purchased some cosmetics and other stuffs and fir baarish ho rahi thi Chowpatty me moong ki bhajiya pack kraye, after reading the book I made the mind to practice gratitude and write a gratitude log and I will do that later in this note only, and now how I remember all of these is because I went back to the messages I sent to Arihant, wahan se I recalled things. So I guess this is how the day passed on 17th.
About 18th, I don't remember much, I was little angry with my parents as they had called some guy's family to our home without asking me, later I got to know that the guy is 6 years older than me, I was little more angry but then I thought that I will be calm and let things happen as they are happening. Rest I don't remember much.
on 19th, I told my parents that the guy whose family, they have called home is 6 years older than me and I am not open to it etc, but as you have called them I will meet them, we went for shopping after that and as papa could not get the stay on transfer orders from high court and he was now in the bad mood blaming others like he always do, but we went to that fair kind of thing where I purchased chicken kurta, and then, we went to the mall, ate at food court because we were hungry ,although the mall was under renovation, most of the shops were closed, we managed somehow, later bro sent me 20k to take mum and papa for diwali shopping, mummy didn't shopped, showing unnecessarily tantrums, papa did shopping but not festive shopping but okay necessary basic items.
later we came home, guests came, they were good, I received a good vibe from them, but obviously I didn't met the guy. The day was physically and mentally tiring, and yes I received a book today and it is obvious Arihant sent it, I haven't started reading it yet but once I am back to Raipur, I will start reading it.
20th, in the midnight, I accepted an invitation on shaadi.com, and the guy named Reeshabh named texted me on whatsApp, although I accepted more requests but found this one little interesting. I am still in touch with him till date, things seemed okay but idk I am not getting that good vibes from last 2-3 days, but let's see how it goes, maybe I will meet him in December, I am not attached this time, atleast I think so.
Here, I want to write about gratitude thing, although I have many things in my life to appreciate everyday but I would like to write that when I was going to buy suitcase , my smart watch and spects fell down on the middle of the road from my pocket and I wasn't aware of it but someone from his bike overtook us and informed us and I thought that till the time I reach there someone else will pick it up and keep it, but there were many people and one of them had picked it up and returned my watch and spects to me, I felt thankful to them, the person who informed me and other people who returned it to me, it saved me from a loss, and obviously my brother had gifted me and it is expensive, my spectacle was expensive too, at that moment only I decided that I will write it in the gratitude log for sure, for people being nice.
We went to the mall again, purchased a smaller suitcase for me and I had to buy more stuffs for diwali but can't because I waiting that I will go with papa and unko time nai mila,
my brother also returned from gurugram that evening and we were supposed to drive home the next day.
21st, we started the journey at 11 am, stopped at Bilaspur to met the new advocate and had lunch in the Diamond, it didn't existed when I was in Bilaspur otherwise I have explored near about 90% of the restaurants during my college days.
We reached home at 7 in evening,
22nd, it was Dhanteras, humne lights lagwaya ghar me, 66 fairy lights and that too each 13 feet long, later papa and Ankur went to the shopping, ankur purchased a gold coin for mummy on dhanteras, as usual papa purchased a silver coin, and ankur bought fully loaded automatic washing machine for papa, as we have one in Raipur, yahan simple wala tha so efforts jada lagta tha, and next day 23rd October, mummy was cleaning home aur pura ghar ka mahool kharab kr diya coz she don't like to work alone and sshe was also angry coz my brother didn't took me for shopping.
24th, Diwali, it was, acha hi tha, khub enjoy kiye, although, 25 shots wala sky shot imbalance ho k hmare taraf hi aane laga tha, ankur got burned for the first time, still a memorable diwali, 100 diye jalaye.
25th, 26th kuch khas nai, 27th bhai dooj and Chitragupta pooja,
28th was okay, 29th that means yesterday, I had an argument with papa and mummy, again marriage related stuffs, they will never understand I guess. Later at night, I went to supermarket to buy edible stuffs for Ankur as he is going on the trip.
Aj ka kya hai, chill hai, chill nai matlab thik thak. I miss him, my sibling, hahaha, shanti hai ghar me jo ki acha nai lag raha.