Today I’m going to my psicólogo and he’s gonna do a bunch of physiological tests on me and ima get diagnosed and that same thing is gonna repeat on Monday.
Idk how to feel about this tbh, I don’t feel anything today. My mind is empty and I get annoyed by the smallest interaction with people and I don’t want anyone to touch or look at me.
I wish I was invisible sometimes :/
Don’t we all tho? 💀✋🏽
Anyways I keep thinking this is good for me and that future me is happy that I’m taking this step towards getting better… but at the same time I’m not ready to let of my sadness and anger. It doesn’t feel right to get better right now, usually it would feel right for me but right now it feels like I have to be sad and angry for a little be longer because if I start being happy it won’t be genuine, because I’m gonna be faking it, and everyone says they don’t want me to fake it but yet they don’t let me be sad and angry….