Not a special day

 

I haven't had school for like 3 weeks or 4? And they start tomorrow and idk how to feel about it. My mom asked me if i wanted to go an I said yes but it's 10:18pm and I'm still thinking whether I should attend or not… 


Today was honestly I normal day, I did some ceramics which was nice I guess


I tried to cut today but I only did like 3 cuts on my arm but today I tried new spot *drumroll* my thighsssss


I only did 3 cuts just to see and I found specifically what spot on my thigh to do the cutting where it doesn't really hurt that much and also cut I don't want them on my inner thigh. 


Honestly Im bit sad cuz I realized I have been binging quite a bit lately and I don't really like that but food is there for me so yea :(


Anyways I'm ending this with a "I hope tomorrow is a really good day and I hope I don't feel like ass an have energy!!!" 

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