Last nigh I tried to sleep at 10.30. Well I don’t know. At least I tried. And I woke up 6.00 in the morning. Did morning page just a little bit. And I even had some meditating time. It may be a good start.
Dear Diary, it’s end of September:(
I didn’t make a therapy appointment yet. And I need to take a medical check. My uterus doesn’t work and I thought that’s correct as a non binary person. But I understand that my body supposed to be a female’s and this isn’t heathy. Adding this, thinking of the fact that I had periods when I took Zoloft, I feel like these two things have some sorts of connections :(
I’ve collected the body temperature data for a month and it seems like as if I was a cold-blooded animal🦖🦖🦖 I think one month is enough-ish. Also there is the fact that I don’t have any period-ish thing from last February. Well to be fair I usually don’t one tho.
gynecological examination sucks :( I wish I won’t have one. Just listen to me and give me good pills, doctor.
Last night I watched Lavendaire video and Aileen said she did med check(?) and took online therapy session weekly basis. She encouraged me. Well I need to take action 😬😑😐🤭