Dear Diary,
Hi,
The day was fine but simply wasted. It's enough now, from tomorrow I need to buckle up.
I thought to sleep early today, I thought I should read a chapter of that book as soon as I started reading the book, Mandeep called and I wasn't in the mood to talk to him today but what to do as in last few days I had 2-3 conversations with him so I need to answer his call and he literally talked for 7070 mins, ufff, I know today also he was hitting on me, like many times indirectly he says that thing, and he made me think of Veer, I mean he made me remember of the college days and I felt nostalgic, I mean it was quite good actually, I don't miss that or anything but what is good is good.
Then I asked why I said no to him always like all the 3 times he approached me, I said in the first place I didn't wanted any relationship at whatever point he approached me and secondly I never gave it any thought I have always said no without considering it as I feel he is not my type. Then he said when he was at my home that time he really had developed feelings for me and said if I would have said yes that time he would have been convincing my parents at the present time.
And I don't know what to say, today also I know that he is hitting on me and trying to get some casual or any kind of relationship but I won't consider him ever. And I wasn't in the mood to talk today but what to do.
Now I will sleep.
Tomorrow I need to start my life again, enough of grieving and healing etc, I am fine now.
I am sleepy now.
Goodnight 🎃