Here we go again.
Again, I am here because dear ghost, I am unfathomable, even to myself, and shameless beyond the stars. But it ruins me. It ruins me and I... If it ruins me, I want it to be seen by somebody, Anybody.
I want me and anyone to know that it matters. Whatever you do it matters. It's a butterfly effect. You can create a whole new world in another dimension. All because you chose. So I choose. I do not know whether it is right. I can only hope it is right.