So far drinking is the only way I can finally cry and let out my anger and sadness, I hadn’t drinker in a while and finally did it again on Friday and got drunk and i had an emotional breakdown.
I tried cutting for the first time, I get it now, I get why y’all do it.
I wanna get drunk again but I can’t cuz my mom drank the rest so now I gotta wait till she buys more.
I’m planning on telling my therapist about my eating disorder on Saturday, but idk if I’m gonna tell him about the toxic ex or the cutting or drinking.