Dear Diary,
I should be doing my homework right now, but I can't. I'm not smart enough for it. The school I go to is for smart people, not for me. I'm struggling so much. I'm so stressed and work is a battle every day. I'm ready to cry. I'm not getting any sleep anymore. (a couple hours if I'm lucky) and eating is a whole other thing.
Other things in my life aren't helping either. The guy I like that has a gf if a problem, homecoming is a whole thing, and my best friend is also something to put on this damn list.
She's literally dating two guys, flirting with 100 guys, and is complaining to me about how her life is SO bad. I'm so annoyed with it! She's talking about how her parents are SO hard on her, and she's so stressed with school. I completely understand school though. I am too. She was crying in the bathroom a little bit ago about how everything's horrible and I was there comforting her. I get it, things are really hard and I'm not saying that my life is worse than hers, so she needs to stop.
I don't even want to talk about everything though. I don't want to write that much. I want to know how to do my homework, understand everything in school, be able to sleep, and HAVE A FUCKING CHANCE WITH THE GUY I LIKE!
Sorry, imma go.
-Audrey