Dear Diary,
मैं तुम्हें फिर मिलूंगी। कहाँ, किस तरह ये तो नहीं जानती। शायद तुम्हारी कल्पना की चिंगारी बनकर, तुम्हारे canvas पर उतरूंगी।
~ अमृता प्रीतम
Hii,
This is my second entry for today, mood is little stable, Idk what I have decided and what not but still I am confused that whether I should leave the work and that startup idea coz of my personal relationship with him or I should just leave him and the work things go as they are going, let's see what he says tomorrow, if he will ask me to stay I will have few conditions which I thought few minutes ago as I have to think about it and not to decide anything impulsively. But yes I will definitely tell him that I am hurt and I know the reason behind him not telling it to me is that he might have known that I will react in this way only as I am reacting today but I will have condition to stay, I have thought of 2 things.
Anyways I know that the only way to move on is to let people come in my life so I opened the matrimony app and replied to 2 people and shared my number with one of them as maybe it can help to get over him, its not hurting that much coz I always had this in my mind but still it feels bad.
So let's see if I feel like talking to this new guy or if he is interested in talking or not, who knows.
Anyways today is birth anniversary of Amrita Pritam so I am sharing some lines which I like from her different poems.
I will sleep now.
Good night 🌃