Dear Diary, today was my sister’s birthday. We had a nice dinner and cake. But my little sister looked like she’s gloomy. These months she dedicated her time to think about her birthday present or just kill her times to doing so. She didn’t get the present yet and that’s why she didn’t really look enjoying the day. Covid took her opportunity to keep friendship around her. She doesn’t really have something to enjoy I mean communicating with others like her. And she didn’t get present:( well I tried to make a beautiful birthday card. But the sparking joy didn’t last long. I felt sad.
What made me more sad is the fact that I was not happy for my last 3 birthday and now I can feel how my parents felt :(
I still don’t feel like I can feel happy about I am getting older and I am not a kid anymore well I’m becoming 23…
But I can say that I really appreciate that I can be with my family another year too