Dear Diary, I feel so worthless. My mom yelled at me and sis. She said we are nothing but burden to them(her and dad). And we are selfish daughters. She said that they spent most of their life earning money to raise us. Now there's nothing left for them. I don't know why I'm born or the purpose of my life. I wish I wasn't born to them. My parents deserve a greater daughter than me who is more beautiful, more intelligent. I've never ever hurt them intentionally.
I was hurt when she said that I never cared for them, cuz I did.
I was hurt when she said that I'm selfish cuz I was never.
If I only was never born, it would've been great. Mom and dad would've been happy. They didn't have to waste money on me. They could've enjoyed a peaceful life. Sometimes I feel like they regret having me and sis.
Does my life matter when nobody wants me?
I wish my life ends sooner