Dear Diary,
I have absolutely no idea if I'm aloud to say this here, but I really just need to tell someone. And I'm sorry but it has a back story...
SO my friend met this guy on omegle (4 years older than both of us) and they were trading tHinGs to each other. (ya know) But then she came over to my house after school on Friday and stayed at my house all weekend. We talked to him and I got to meet him and that's when she told me that she was doing this with him.
Then Saturday night, he asked if the two of us could make out. And I knew right where that was gonna go. I knew he was gonna ask for more and more. But I was okay with it because he knew that I was super shy and didn't really wanna talk to him when she called him. Like I didn't even want him to see my face Friday night. But anyways, we've kissed before cause we're bff's and it's not weird ig lol. So we sent him a video of us making out. The he asked if I could take my sweatshirt off and if we could grab each other. I told my friend that I wasn't comfortable with taking my sweatshirt off and I'd rather keep it on. She told him that and he didn't bug me about it again. But he did ask for my friend to take her bra off. (well have me take it off for her) and like I said before, she was used to this cause they had been doing this for a long time. And we were really close and it was her body that she was okay with showing so I did it. So we sent him a video of that and then went to bed cause it was like 1 am.
Fastforward to Sunday morning. She has to leave earlier in the day cause she has plans. He asked for her to send him something so I told her she could go in my closet and take off her shirt. So a little bit later she came out and we were just chilling.
THEN. I had and IDEA. A BAD idea... I thought "what if we send a pic of my shirt off and see if he notices the difference. We realized VERY quickly that he'd notice so we both just took our shirts off and sent him that. I'll just say he was very shocked cause he didn't think I'd ever do that cause of how shy I was being before. Then he asked if we could make out again but without our shirts on. At this point I didn't really think or care so I was like "oKaY."
So we send him that video. Then she has to go so I take her home. It just started to set in when I REALLY thought about it a little bit ago. I'm just thinking like "omg I really did that-"
So ig I just wanted to share with you. lol but everything's fine now so no one needs to worry.
-Audrey