August 13, 2022
Dear Diary,
I am writing this for a person who NEEDS it. I need anyone in her shoes to not hold their breath, but understand I GOT YOUR BACK! If you need to talk, comment on one of my entries. HER ENTRY WAS:
I'm genuinely starting to believe that nobody will give a shit about me or pay any attention until it gets too much and i just kill myself. Or after i do they'll see the note and they'll misunderstand and pick and choose whats true and what isn't. Id write about my dysphoria and theyll pull smth out of their asses like "ohhh she was bullied at school and her hOrMOnEs yknoww? Thatsss why she did it✨✨". Or they'll just say i was mental and leave it at that. Orrrr maybe theyd just completely disown me after they read it. Anyway during the funeral my mother would be asking herself "how could i have known :(" well mother maybe if you hadnt have brushed all of my problems under a rug to please your husband i wouldve have gotten some actual help.
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