Dear Diary,
Want to write about a few things today.
1. Acceptance.
2. Steve Jobs
3. Happiness don't just come from the human relationship.
4. Rough moments in life.
5. Passion
It feels so strange sometimes how in the dark times we forget about the torch in our hands.
Acceptance
Acceptance is the way to peace. Occasionally in life, life would hit us with a brick and there would be no one to throw it back at. You just have to accept it and assemble yourself and move on. Understand that Life isn't about all wins, all goods. Sometimes all we have to do is accept it the way it is.
Happiness will not come primarily from human relationships
From into the wild - You are wrong if you think Joy emanates only or principally from human relationships. God has placed it all around us. It is in everything and anything we might experience... It is simply waiting out there for you to grasp it, and all you have to do is reach for it.
Rough moments in life.
There will be rough moments in life. You'll be feeling lost. And you'd want to give up. But don't lose faith. Steve jobs said - I am convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that i loved what I was doing. Work is going to fill a large part of your life. Love what you do and if you haven't found it yet, keep looking, don't settle.
Steve Jobs
Along the lines, I don't know when I forgot about him. I was so convinced by him that we can bring change in life and exceed limits and have passion for building things that can change lives of human beings. I now think of the time when I remembered his whole speech word by word.
My passion
I think I still haven't found it yet. And that's the reason why I feel this meaninglessness. Art, Music, Space, Brain, Life, Software or something else, i still don't know. Steeve said that You have got to have an idea, a problem, a wrong that you want to do right, that you are passionate about, otherwise you are not going to have perseverance to stick it through.
You have got to be willing to fail, to crash and burn.
I feel little disheartened now, that recently I have been telling people that if I had another life, I wouldn't do startup. That's not me.
On a separate note, i was just thinking about how hard it must have been for her during the after my-ally period. She is tough. :)
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Love ❤️
-panda-