22. Hopeful ♥‿♥

I have been feeling too hopeful lately. Is it the reading? Or is it the writing here or on Wattpad? Or is it just the way I’ve been thinking? I can't pin just one thing. But it is a great feeling. 

My thoughts are so poetic in my head but it’s hard to express in words. 

The way coke slides down my throat and gas up my brain the next instant, excites me. The fizz is everything. It’s my alcohol equivalent. It drains my worries and troublesome thoughts. 

When I’m reading a book, mind chatters are accelerated. It excites my mind. The speed of my mind chatters determine my mood. Slow paced thinking, probably not motivating or exciting enough while fast paced thinking, cheers me up and brightens my day. 

I gotta practice writing more to attain the direct connection between my mind chatters and hands to note it all down.