Dear Diary, phew I was in depressed mode yesterday. It’s not being so very sad but it’s more like feeling nothing and there is no door to get out. No meaning to be existing. No joy. I had realized that I was feeling tired for nothing.
BUT yesterday’s one was very temporally and I felt okay today.
And did have a big cleaning day today. My mom helped me a lot to make this done. We conquered moldy wall. I felt shocked when I found out that mold on the wall behind the shelf adjacent to my bed! I must be breathing in and out it every single night and nap time. But we conquered. And we decided to throw away the IKEA shelf that we assembled more than ten years ago. I remember when I went to IKEA with my family. I was less than 11 years old. Maybe 9? I don’t really know but there were cool kids room there. I and my sister’s favorite was playing in the ball pool. Since my parents decided to go to IKEA, I believed they would buy a cute furniture for my room. But what they bought was just a simple shelf. We could get similar things from millions of other shops I would say.
Oh what did I supposed to write? I don’t know.