Dear Diary,
She says that she likes my overprotective issues but clearly doesn't like how it affects our relationship. She says its a jealousy problem but its not, I'm legit just uncomfortable when shes trying to get super close with a guy that liked her before when they were friends. Over protective is a problem for her so many I shouldn't be protective at all and see where that goes, how i feel about things doesn't seem to matter anyways.
She told me to read the convo she had with him and it only made how I feel worse. She was telling him about how she missed being close to him and she was jealous that someone took her spot as his close friend. UGH I fucking hate their friendship. I don't remember which of us sent it but at some point within our dms there was a tiktok about how if one of you doesn't like a person then both of us don't like then. What happened to that?
She wanted to talk about it with me hoping to convince me to like the idea I guess, and at the end I didn't change my mind about how I felt, she said "I guess some things are just unobtainable" I told her to do whatever she wanted, her life so her choices but she said she can't be close to him if me and him won't get along which isn't true at all, I'm not between them being close. But to my point, good, im glad its unobtainable because fuck him and fuck their friendship. However sad it makes her feel isn't how upset it makes me that despite my feelings she is pushing so hard for something I'd never be okay with. If she wants my approval thats too bad, shes not getting it and shes gonna go through with it anyways regardless of my feelings, her life so her choices right. I just don't wanna hear about him, nor be invited to do anything with him, or ever see him again.