July 30, 2022


Dear Diary,


Sometimes I feel like I'm being ignored. I feel like nobody gives a shit about me. Am I an attention whore ?  Do I not deserve any attention at all. Feeling lonely is a routine to me. I can't sleep well. I dwell on the past. I feel sad and angry over thing I cannot control. My dad always think about himself. I try to be "selfish" but I just can't. I always afraid that I will hurt anybody if I try to be "selfish".