Dear Diary,
We had some talks today and it turned out pretty well so far. The issue is I've said things in the past that we needed to do to make things work better but I had to bring Ethan into the picture to validate what i say for her to consider trying. I tested this as we were talking, I said something and then waited for her response and then i was like "ethan agrees" and she is just mindblown and changes her mind. Its not fair, why do his words matter more, why does she believe him over me, and why did i have to bring someone else into our relationship for change.