Dear Diary, I’m surprised it’s July already! My 22th July to live.
I am still using my full capacity to live each day and to focus on my improvement of wellbeing. I am not sure when I can stand on the start line of my life off after graduation.
But it will work out even if it’s not what I have been imagined. See, I had no idea how would I live after my graduation without job offer. I am doing a part time job as an assistant librarian at a language school. So I can keep my language skill.
(Oh, for saving electricity, we keep all windows closed this month!)
Currently I am thinking of to be aspiring translator. I don’t know if the job is stable. Probably not. Also I am barely educated to translate yet. So I need to invest to go to an institute. It’s not impossible but it will require all of my money I have then I will be literally broke after finishing course. Oh, I’ve never been on such a turning point.
I am even not really sure if this idea comes from my pure interest or is it because of my negative image of other possible job choices?
Can I still chose what my gut says?
Well I gotta take time and think more.
And tbh I know what I should to do. I need to ask help for the carrier adviser back in my university. He kindly told me he understands my situation and he’s always welcome.
I can explain my current situation too.