Dear A,
I asked you several times if you’ll be okay but deep down I was asking myself the same question and I knew the answer. It was no. Yet, despite how much I really want to be with you I keep having this gut feeling that we’re just not meant to be. It really feels like we’re meant to cross each other’s path. I loved every minute of the time I spent with you that night. How being in your arms felt like the safest place on earth and how your kisses felt so familiar. How you gave me the affection I was missing from my family. Although I will never see you again, I wish you will find the person you’re meant to be with. The person who will make me seem like a distant memory, the person that will make you think this is why none of it worked out. The person who will love you more than I ever did. The person who’s hugs will feel like home just as your hugs feel to me. The person who will give you what you want and what you need. You will find this person and you will be happy. I just hope you find this person soon and be happy soon too. I’m not an easy person to love A. I was told by many people how I always bring bad luck and how I always hurt people especially the people I love so I’m glad you love me but I’m also glad I decided to keep myself away from you. You deserve all the happiness in the world and by having me by your side, you will eventually get hurt. I love you A. I always will and remember, I’ll always wish you the very best in life.