June 05, 2022

It’s currently 3:07am rn and I’m on a call with him, and he’s fast asleep as a baby, it’s more like our daily ritual but today I just can’t put my mind to rest at the moment. I’m feeling this weird heaviness in my heart which is recurring but after a long time today. I’m feeling this weird insecurity even though he gives me maximum assurance even without asking for it. But I just can’t come to terms that we’ll be in different countries in less then 6 months. Even though it has always been long distance but this time I’m feeling it maybe because of the country factor Idk.