Sometime I wonder why I even entered into this thing. I know I signed up for this and but it’s like too much to handle at times, especially when we cross through the insecurities part. Feeling the way you felt in the past and realising that the most healthiest of relationship is soon going to become the toxic one scares me. I’m heart feels the pain and I don’t know what to do about it. Sometimes it feels like no one actually trusts me.
Or maybe it’s too much to ask for things at times. What I’m really scared of is that ik this might go south but I’m at the position where idk if I’ll be able to leave this. Right now it feels like I’m stuck somewhere. And I just want to run away from all this.