Dear Diary, I don't understand how I can like the same guy for more than two years when I clearly know that he doesn't want me he just likes the attention. I know that i deserve something way better than him besides of everyone telling me I know because im not a dumb girl is just with him I don't know why my brain doesn't want to let him go... is just his smile makes me so happy .. everything he does that brings him peace and joy makes me happy seeing him happy makes me happy but... why is nothing related to me ? He doesn't want me he has made clear with his words and actions that he doesn't want me... he just likes my attention nd he doesn't want another person close to me I just want God to set me free please I just want to be loved by someone like I love him him dear God help me free...