May 04, 2022

Dear Diary,

Well we had that talk yet again. Same talk we have had over and over for past 22+ years.

That we need to STOP hooking up. We can still catch up over lunch/work but we have to stop the sex part. The walk back to the car leads to hugs....more talks, more hugs, touching, then getting inside the backseat of the car and yeah....He is feeling guilty with GOD and says I am the only bad thing hes doing in his life and it's not worth it and I have to be the strong one to say no because he is weak and too comfortable with me not to stop. We stopped the sex for 7 years in the past but we just start back up again. We are family. I am married to his younger brother. My daughters are his neices. We work together. He is my person, my soulmate,bestfriend and I am his. I love him.

 love him. love .  soulm stop