April 29, 2022

i dont want medications... but i also know that i am in need of help.

God has been working in my favor since the day my parents have made clear that they do not care for me.

but i guess because of all thia emotional stress i am unable to function properly.

i don't want to die.

but neither do i want to live.

sleeping for 100 years sounds like an option i can live with, but all those years would be wasted.

i dont know what to do.

i just want some peace