Dear Diary, it’s been hard. The changes in my life and my relationship with my friends has taken a toll on me. I got drunk and hooked up with my best friend and now she’s a part of my social group. For some reason I find it hard and not usual. Now I don’t have a friend to escape from my social group and I feel like I’ve started losing all of them. I miss my home, never thought being away at college will be so overwhelming. It’s been keeping me up and anxious. I’ve never felt so low before.