My emotions keep getting the better of me. I shouldn't have replied to her comment. My emotions are clouding my judgement. It is keeping me from making rational decisions. I hate it. I know whats right and what I must do, but I can't do it. My emotions are in the way. But following it will definitely hurt me more, as it's inevitable. The most rational thing is to not follow my emotions and bear the hurt and loneliness, cos if do it's the inevitable end will hurt me and her even more.