Dapithapon's Dear Diary

We are sad everytime because we think we are the victim. So, everyone victimizes themselves at some point. Does that mean everyone is so so bad to each other that everyone is a victim?

Dear Diary, It's all back. I just didn't do things when I was supposed to. When it was all perfect. I tried. But i didn't do the best. Now it's all back, the excessive, constant anxiety. I think I committed to her a little bit the other day,

Dear Diary, Sharing things or talking about them with someone you like, admire, kind of legitimises them. But I've lost that legitimacy arising from emotions while speaking, with all these years of faking it. A way to indifference, a power. But i d

This one's to the reader's. Whom should one trust in one's life?With whom should he reveal all his insecurities? Or should he reveal them at all? I've been thinking and maybe one shouldn't reveal any insecurities at all. He comes across as weak for

Dear Diary, I'm afraid this one does not go with my username. But, in a way, it does. I don't know why i feel like crying. It feels like she is setting me free. Free from everything. With her, all I feel is cheerfulness. I feel loved and I feel cl

Dear Diary, Mother said things to me today, hurting my feelings, hurting my ego, I don't know the difference. I feel nauseated right now, maybe because of the anxiety or the wish to give everything up. I don't like any of it. My mind is running awa

Dear Diary, Now that I think of everything, we abandoned dad. I abandoned him to be alone in that town with the job, the people he hated. Loneliness IS THE cause of cancer. We gave it to him. I gave it to him.  I didn't take any solid decisions

Hi. Just a living reminder that at whatever point of your life you are right now, keep in mind that you used to pray for this moment in the past. And now you're living in it. So relax, take one step at a time, and don't ever forget that the present i

Life is like an ocean. The waves serve as our problems in life. There are big waves, small waves, and sometimes there's no wave at all. In short, life can throw us waves as many as it wants. But there would be a point in our lives when the ocean is c

To anyone who may find this note, I just wanted to say that I am so proud of you for being who you are today. I am proud of the courage you have to get up every day to face whatever it is you are facing. I know life may be unfair and hard but her

A man who is positive, optimistic, always expecting the best is a man of high energy. Such a man is a cosmic fault. Universe loves stability, that is low energy. High energy always dissipates back to the stable low energy. So a man with unusual high

My emotions keep getting the better of me. I shouldn't have replied to her comment. My emotions are clouding my judgement. It is keeping me from making rational decisions. I hate it. I know whats right and what I must do, but I can't do it. My emotio

Have you ever broken up before getting into the relationship. That's what's happened with me today. There was this girl I was talking to. I liked her and she liked me, but both of us knew we can't have a future together cos of our differences. It's a

I've never actually felt like this before. It's a year since I came out of my last relationship. But today I was watching a k drama, All of us are dead, to be precise. And there was a scene where a boy was caring so much of his love when she got bitt