hi a normal day again. But this day is kinda different. My head seems so heavy. It’s hard for me to get up in the morning. I’m scared that my life might end up useless someday. I can’t change myself even tho I want to change, i can’t. I’m worthless. My future seems so blurry, I see no future ahead of me. It feels so undescribable. I have no promising future based on my observations from my present actions. Today reminds me of something, that maybe I wo’t achieve anything in the future. I hope that someday i’ll change. Idk how but i’m still hoping. I won’t give up. Hoping that destiny may Grant my wishes. May God guide me along the path that i choose to walk on. He knew i am scared. He knew.