Dear Diary,
A few weeks ago, me and Dawrani decided, we'll go to goa, and we'll figure out my life there 😅.
We dint plan anything, just booked our flights. Literally no plan. That resulted into our hostel 60kms far from the airport the first night I reached there, that was a bad decision by Dawrani 😅.
We stayed in Arambol for 3 days and did nothing, and yet I remember saying it too many times, Goa is THE best place. I can't seem to remember now, what was I so happy about 😅.
Damm, I told Dawrani, i forget things I do after smoking.
The very first night after i reached, we went on the beach at 2 in the night, looking for stuff and we sort of screwed a waiter who was trying to help us, his boss scolded him so muchhh 😅. Later we met Suraj again, we sat and drank,we felt sad for him knowing his story.
We went to caffes, decided the only rule for lunch was to eat in a place with foreigners. I kept staring at them, the way they look and behave 😅.
(Later I also made another theory, sex is mostly curiosity 😅).
We carried our booze everywhere in the Jhola. We would sit in the shacks and order nothing, and drink our beers. (Later I felt sad about all the waiters). But that time, it was just funny.
Many amazing things were happening in Goa, i dont know how. We kept bumping into people we met on the first day itself. And to my best surprise, i never thought of bumping into Imran ever there. On the first night, when I was trying to reach arambol from Goa, I tried being adventurous and asked for a lift in the middle of the road knowing no one. A cab guy stopped and he had a friend with him, He was a bouncer in some bar at Baga beach and i hardly exchanged words with him, he sat in the front seat and I was on the back seat. I was just listening to their conversations. We dropped him in Mapusa and I went to Arambol with this cab guy. So later when I was looking for a key makers shop who could fix the lock of our scooty, it was sooooo surprising to see Imran in a garage, repairing a scooty 😮😮 and I can't believe i recognized him. His day job is mechanic. Like this we bumped into many people repeatedly, just in 3 days, goa felt like home. Surprisingly, i remembered all the roads and everything. 😅
Another thing we felt was, we had no worries, i think it's just the Dawrani effect, you dont worry when you are with Dawrani, everything falls in place automatically somehow 😅. Also because, everywhere on this trip, we behaved like we have a lot of money and we need not worry about anything, as long as we have money in our pockets. We lost the key to our rented scooty on the beach, i dint feel worried,even for a second, everywhere we went, we laughed about having enough money in the pockets, not having to care about anything 😅.
It was quiet adventure at airport too 😅. But as i said, when you are with Dawrani, things just fall into place. He just carries some angels 😅
So mostly we just sat on beach, drank wine, beers, smoked, watched the sun setting every day, and we talked, about life, work. I don't remember much now, what did we talk so much about. 😅. But a few things - We decided that I'll write a list of 10 Things I want to do. And I am going to do those. No rush into finding work. we have always been working and complaining about it.
We need to do other things we always wished to do, life apart from work.
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I somehow, keep imagining accidents in mind, I don't know why. It all serve as a reminder that life is short. I am not here forever, most things are planned for me anyway, so let me do whatever I feel like, as long I have the control. I may not always have it.
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Anyway, The 10 things list -
1. Learn swimming
2. Learn Spanish
3. Eat better and lose fat
4. Build muscles (I remember a dream, where i felt so helpless)
5. Learn about Neuralink. How can we capture thoughts.
6. Learn Quantum Computing
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That's it. A slight mention of the guy eating carrot and coriander is a must 😅😅😅. After returning from there, i have started eating differently, whole last week, I have been eating quinoa, salads and hummus etc. No roti and too cooked food.
Ok. Thats it.
Love.