Dear God, I don't want to go. Nowhere.
I am very jelous about C and also N. I am very abgry at X for absence of P... God, I don't feel me value. I judge myself cos of... Cos of... Cos of... Low esteem. Connected with unhealthy face.
I want to go to C, but has de decided even yesterday to go with M... I haven't no idea I will be with us. I don't want to walk with them... I am angry at her. For absence of asking...
I am so abgry at X. Cos he is in N. I am angry at myself cos if thinking too much about another G.
I feel me so sad and frustrated cos of absence of answering to P and S.
Thank You fir so many messenges I have.
God,nI compare me always with someone else. It's so unpleasant stuff.
I am afraid to go to the V...