Dear God, I have so many doubts.
I am there, in Ukraine. And... Being honest, I am so tired from thinking too much.
My brothers and sisters are in the very bad condition right now.
X says again and again. Come to. He can't. To decide things like this.
I have told. Already. And whatever. Even if I would like to change... To live this place. I don't know how. I have nobody to help me. I have M. She solves. You. Through her. As I understand... As I understand...
God, I am tired from living there.
I was so afraid to see it today.
I am very angry at X
I am so tired from all these