February 23, 2022

Dear Diary,

Why is it always like, "you deserve better" and not, "I'll be a better version of myself for you".

It's weird. How come we start with "i love you, and I'll be with you ", but when things get hard, instead of being there it gets like,"i can't do it. You deserve better"

If you love someone, isn't it like you'll try your best to be with them. You mould yourself into a better version of yourself!! Then what is, "deserve better" either you love me and want to be better or you don't love me. 

It's not just for one person. Both needs to give efforts. Both needs to evolve into their best version for each other.

Why, why we don't want to give our best. Why we give up so easily. 

How come people became so materialistic?

Since when peoples love and feelings became temporary?

I've given up on humans.