I've never actually felt like this before. It's a year since I came out of my last relationship. But today I was watching a k drama, All of us are dead, to be precise. And there was a scene where a boy was caring so much of his love when she got bitten. He tied himself to her to prove that she won't turn to a zombie. And I felt like I'm missing something in my life.
Like, I also need someone in my life to care about like that (in a romantic way). I've been watching k dramas for a while now and I've always felt like the relationships shown in the dramas were what I wanted. But it was only today that I felt actually lonely lol.
Then I thought, will I feel the same if I was still in my previous relationship. And yes, I would've still felt lonely cos my past relationship was not really what I wished for. Until today, I thought I will stay away from relationships for a while, but that drama which I saw today made me change my mind. I want someone to care for, to worry about, to comfort, to be there for, to fight for. Heck I don't even know what I'm saying lol. Cheers.