Dear Diary,
It has been a rough time for me for more than a month now. After breaking up with the one that made me believe that I finally found the one and then now leaving me because “He’s not good enough for me because he’s a Bipolar”. That freaking reason that I never been able to understand and I don’t think I’ll do. With a broken heart I texted my best friend that disappeared from my life 5 months ago without any reasons. I was putting a lot of hope on meeting her and after clearing the air between us I was wishing that she will save me from this dilemma I’m living in, but her reason from disappearing that “my communication with my close ones is stable and guaranteed while she has her anxiety mood swings and she can’t keep in touch”…… apparently I am losing people I loved because I’m good enough and communicating stably. They’re dealing as if I don’t have my mental issues and I need to be punished for trying to act normally and not to push my close ones away.