Dear Diary,
This is kind of new. I'm not used to writing just to myself. I more prefer an audience who can comment and give guidance. But.. Kelli is at it again.
Any post I write publicly she feels the need to comment on. The last time, her response wasn't so bad. She just asked what I needed from her. I never responded.
Perhaps I should have?? Perhaps I should have told her that I just needed her to disappear and leave me alone. But my fear was that she would see the communication as an in to talk to me. So I have basically been ignoring her and stewing silently in anger.
Maybe if I disappear for awhile... She will disappear permanently. I can only hope.
This morning CPS knocked on my door asking to speak to Corey. Apparently her daughter accused Corey of showing her his penis. This is no doubt being coached by Kelli. The reason I know this, is because her daughter tried this before when Kelli and I first started going out. Later on her therapist got her to retract the statement. Now, five months after we have broken up, and CPS is knocking again??
The lady this morning was talking to Corey and closing the case. She says that Kylee is a little girl who is very smart, and seems to hear too many adult conversations. But she did say we may get a visit from the police in San Antonio. If they even go that far. Her guess is that all this will be thrown out.
There's a part of me that thinks..this is all going to be okay. It's gonna blow over.
But I am so fucking mad right now.. that I literally wish she was dead. Kylee would be better off being cared for by the state... And the world would be free of one more narcissistic gasslighter.
I know that it is mean to say...but my wish for her to live a long and happy life ended when she accused me of bullying her to commit suicide. I still have the screenshots of that whole conversation... She was so over the top psycho mode that night.. All I could tell her was to quit following me, get some help, and that I was blocking her. Those I believe were my last words to her.
After the whole thing with CPS this morning, I deleted that diary and came here.. I'm not sure how long I will use this diary. I hope to find another platform but for now.. this is okay.
😂 Funny note; Corey was just waking up when CPS came. They were asking questions, and asked for his social. His response.. Online mostly, but I have a couple friends here in town.🤣🤣. My God I love this child.❣️