Dear Diary,
Last night my boyfriend told me our sex was awkward. Yea...I felt it too. But why? He said he doesn't know, and that he just wasn't in the right mind for it. He said it felt fake, forced. Everything is so awkward between us. I don't like this feeling. What's wrong with him??? What did I do??? I just don't understand. What's wrong with us. There's something wrong but he won't tell me what. I can see him trying and then other times he's just gone. Like not even there. It deeply saddens me. He's standing right in front of me but I miss him. How is that? Are we growing apart? I don't know. Maybe I'm just being dramatic. This isn't the first time.