Dear God, it feels like something could be better in my life, but doesn't. I feel like I can be so much more productive for Your glory, Your majesty. Have You know thta I am sad cos of X situation? Yes.
If he will need me, we will communicate, but it he doesn't, You know what will be.
Foe me it's so hard to forgive myself that I was sacrificing so much time to that person and not only to him.
I want to create my site. And shop - also. I want to create prayer journals. And not only, sure. I want to create publishing production...
And also I want to do... Stickers for Telegram. So much. But I want to it will be easy...
I want to do them transparent!
I want to grow my TG channels I have now. And also I for sure need the wisdom.
God, I want to create more writing content.
Write my experiences. And also I for sure need the wisdom how to present & grow YT channels.
And also TT.
I am still very angry at O for words he has spoken about no idea whom but I has accepted it in my pers account.
God, should I do Russian vids? Im TT?
God, what should I do in Inst? Ok, I am already know, but, please, help me to show and reflect what I want to.
Also I need very big wisdom with channels in TG I have started in my mind. Please, help me to show You glory om them.
Please... Help me...
I really need You in this [and not only im this, sure]. God, I just need You
Also I have talents to sing and create songs. But I am very fellow. Very shy to show it... God, I want to do covers & create my own songs. And post it.
I give it all to You. And even more. You know everything and I thank You so much for opportunity and honour to present Your bame in this Earth.
Thank You that You are alive and You exist. In my mind. In my life. That we can be friends.
My minuses or moments I don't life? I am very jelous of something I don't have... I know it's not correct.
But.. Thank You for places where I was called by You and hope You will wisdom: 1. How to finish successfully tasks You have given me. 2. You will give me wisdom how to praise Your name more proffesional. More and more with every single time. So, thank You so much that You are. Sorry for absence of having enough time with You. I am sad cos of this. Personal. Exploration.