I need help

 

Dear Diary, today I started this because I’m having issues with my boyfriend (fake names) I shark care and love my boyfriend who we will call Jake. Jake is sweet and caring yes but he has a past of talking behind his girlfriends backs. This made me uncomfortable but I got over it. We started dating after me and my now ex who we will call Zack. Zack broke up with me after thanksgiving. And Jake had a girlfriend, but a round a month before me and Zack broke up Jake had told me he liked me. Now let’s skip to a couple days ago Jake had came up to my best friend in a class without me knowing and talk to her. We will call my best friend lily she didn’t even like him till after we started dating. Well Jake had came up to lily and they started talking about me. I heard this from him and also for some back story on me since I was little from December till after my birthday in March I payed more attention to games and I’m in 7th grade and I started in 1st grade and in that time I have beatin like 7 games and I felt like this was a good idea because I spent time with my friends nonstop. Ok back to ware we where and Lily and Jake had been talking about ME!!!! So I was upset when I found out that they where talking about the fact I spent more and more time on my iPad. I am a type that likes honestly rude or not and  then they said they needed to talk to me but this made me more upset. So I told my boyfriend if he didn’t tell me that I wouldn’t talk to him at all and so he did and I stoped talking to him till today I forgave him and today my friend lily showed me snap messages between him and her and on thing that I read upset me it was about my dad and I don’t have a great relationship with my dad and so I’m thinking of breaking up with him and Zack is wanting to beat him up What do I do.

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