December 18, 2021

Dear Jesus, I feel me very, very bad

I know I am very, very in big distance from You ..

Today was bad. I am exhausted.

I want to have at least lunch...

God. I feel me. Like I am nobody and needed by nobody. Also 

It is so... This I am stucked. In my struggles. I am so sad that I am not going to Vinnitsa. But... Not. I am not. Obviously. I am not.