Dear Diary, I heard someone I once liked from years back is getting married next month.
Could it ever be us? No!
I had an immature mindset back then.
I knew I could have hurt us both.
It was crazy even when I confessed. I did it as a bet. I never took any of it seriously.
It was just a getting over someone thing for me from the start.
So I was never serious.
I never put in efforts.
But suddenly today I feel like I missed my chance.
And I still have commitment issue.
People around me are moving on. And I'm standing right where I was 11 years ago.
Rn I feel like I'm losing the race of life.
Anyways sometimes it takes hours time to heal, sometimes it takes years.
May be it's time to put in efforts and move on.