January 06, 2022

Dear Diary,

I forgot how obsessed I was with him in a night, i'm happy that I freed myself from him, but I'm still struggling with my daily tasks, it's been 2 weeks since I started to stay home more and more.

I feel like i'm getting better one day at a time, but I still need to force myself a lot just to feed myself with something that's not ice cubes.

...how long am I going to feel this way, It'd been 5 years since it last happened.

I wish i'd feel more excited about life, but i never was, why?