12. Big City and Broken Friendship ~Dream

 

We are in a big city. Walking along the street, passing by some attractions. I see his cousins' family with us. Kansas family, St. Louis family and some more whom I couldn't pin in my dream but I know they're our family. 

As night rolls around, we are by a bridge and buildings across from it are shining bright with lights which also reflected in the water that lay between. 

Next I find myself hanging out with my friends, in day light. Someone says that Nandy is asking for me. Nandy my best friend from middle and upper grade who has miraculously considered me as her enemy after school and blocked me on everything. So I did hesitate at first to believe what this person said. But I get dragged into a building.

And there she is, surrounded by few of our mutual friends, talking about something. As they notice my presence, she smiles a little. And my burning question in my heart kinda disappears and I smile back, nervously. 

She pats the couch beside her and sit down. Before I could ask anything, she apologies for ignoring me without any reason. She says it is because of her husband and when I question about it, she says it's complicated and I  wouldn't understand.

What the weird shit? But I am relieved in a good way. The thought of her ignoring me, didn't hurt me that much, once she reasoned out. However lame and weird it is! I feel liberated from the doubts and questions that kept haunting me for the past years.

I say it was okay and we just be ourselves for awhile.

I see her in different part of the dream and she only communicates with her eyes because her husband was nearby. I nod very subtly in understanding. 

The kid from the STL family behaves how she normally do at her house. It pissed me off so much, I wanted to slap her in my dream. I don't know why she annoys me even in my dream.

There are some more crazy stuff that went on in my dream but I don't remember them much. 


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