Dear Diary, its hurt again.
Why is so fucking difficult to reach him?
I feel like everything that i have done is nothing and useless.
I learn chinese because of him, got master degree in China is also because of him.
I have do my best to make myself perfect in front of his eyes. But now I realized, I never be perfect whatever I can do or I did because I’m just a stupid girl who really in love.
Is too deep.