Vani's Dear Diary

Dear Void,  Lost and alone is all I ever feel anymore. Like I am blindly reaching for something in the dark. I hear my cries and screams echo into a void of deaf ears and numb minds. I cling to the fantasy that somehow my entire reality isn't cru

Dear Diary, its hurt again.  Why is so fucking difficult to reach him? I feel like everything that i have done is nothing and useless.  I learn chinese because of him, got master degree in China is also because of him.  I have do my best to

Dear Diary, I miss him.  His chinese, I can’t speak mandarin. I try my best to learn chinese and got master degree in china, just because of him.  All activities, all my dream, and all my future. I thought that is him. I really love him so da