Dear Diary,Up early even for me, read the transcript last night still have not listened to the recording. I checked on Colton at least a dozen times last night. It’s going to be a long day I want to talk to him about what I read, but my gut says not yet let him bring it up are waiting till January when we see the counselor. I don’t know how he functions. He came in for breakfast in a good mood. Told me I look like crap Then ask if he could go over Marks and mess around. Not sure if that’s a good sign, but going to at least pretend it is. He hasn’t been to Marks much since the accident; Mark is his best friend. Colton got ready and as he was heading to the truck said you can drop me ok as you go, didn’t know I was ready to going anywhere but guess he is ready maybe he was trying to make breakfast at Marks. I got in the truck, put my cup in the cup holder. Colton moved it right off, I ask why got the standard I don’t know. Mark was waiting for him when we got there. Colton looked at me and said do not say anything to embarrass me, out the door, he went, I noticed He did it again No left boot on. I give up. Guess I get some work done