Dear Diary,
Hey,
Yesterday was a good day, I will write about it later.
From morning I am feeling low.
Right now I am very sad, I feel like everyone around me just want me to do things according to them just coz they are angry, they are hurt, they want to satisfy their ego. Nobody literally thinks what do I want. Nobody gives a damn.
Right now at this point in my life, I don't want to go home just coz my mom and brother had an argument, I don't want to get married just coz my father want, I am not ready for, I don't want my pictures to be circulated with Idk how many families, I don't want to meet any boy or family maybe one of which is going to my future partner. Right now I just want to live and in peace.
Just coz they love me and vice versa, it doesn't mean they will manipulate me emotionally.
I am feeling so unwell since morning, it feels I will fall sick and already I have cold since last week and I do not want to go to a colder place and fall ill terribly.
I don't want hurt my mom so I can't say no to her for going home.
I don't what to do.