Dear Diary, that's how everyone starts, right? Well, like my mother says I'm not everyone so I'll start in a different way from now on. This isn't private, so saying dear diary sounds wrong, right?? Anyway, from now on I'll just say: good morning or good night or hi there. Honestly, I have no idea why I'm doing this, like I don't even have the knack for writing. And I have no idea what I'm going to write about, I guess I'll figure it out with time. I guess I'm gonna make this a routine. If i have the time, school can be real time consuming. I'll try to write every day, eventhough I know I probably won't. Since this is my first day writting I'll start by introduce myself. I'm 17 years old, I'm in 12th grade and I'm studding cience. Real cliche I know, but i actually like it and I want to work with forensic and stuff. I've broken up when I was in my 9th grade and honnestly, I think it was that kind of love were you're never going to move on from, yeah, you know what I'm talking about. My first real boyfriend OMG haha. I know people think its nothing but it has been 3 years and I don't think I'm over it yet. I mean it was my first boyfriend, the first person I've loved. I know, I know, "This kid is very dramatic" I mean if you say so, think whatever you want but he was the best thing that ever happened to me, he's my best friend and if it wans't for him I wound't have had the change to grow up, so thank you, the last thing I'm going to regreat in this life is meeting him. That wans't a mistake, that was destiny, even if I don't believe in that kind of stuff, I believe that we were meant to be. We were meant to find each other and make each other the best versions of ourselfs. You know love at first sight? Well, I don't believe it either, but the first time I saw him, man let me tell you, I knew, I just knew that I needed that person in my life, you know? I needed and I wanted that person in my life. But enought of that already, I am not the best student or the best socialbutterfly, but I'm a good friend to the few people I care about. I just really wanted to apologize, so sorry guys if this endless text has many mistakes in it. I'm portuguese and I'm very very good speaking english, but writting, well that can be challenging some times. So if you got here, which I highly douth, sorry for the mistakes. If you read everything until here, thanks a lot for supporting this ginormous text and having hope that this would get better haha.
Bye,
Lucy